You don't know what you don't know
Deep in the fog you can tell that things are foggy, but that is about all you know. You can't see what is around you but you know there is something there, maybe you have walked into it at some point and stubbed your toe. You can't feel what it is unless you're close enough to bump into it. To borrow a line from Taylor Swift, you don't know what you don't know. Some of us go through and never bump into our own fog. I feel like I have been always chipping away, trying to look for common themes and hoping feed back from other people would direct me. What is it that is hiding in the fog that other people have or know and I don't seem to. Some people seem like they do not see it at all (whatever it is hidden in the fog) or just don't care, but other people are either very angry or just generally upset about my deficit. I don't have an agenda to use my life to hurt other people, but inevitably I do sometimes hurt other people. I...